Friday, 7 August 2015

Serenity

Twigs snapped underneath her boots as she made her way down the meandering path she hadn’t taken in a while. Shafts of sunlight broke through the canopy of trees and dust motes twirled in mid-air like a ballerina performing a pirouette. There was a fresh, earthy fragrance that reminded her of rain. It’s called petrichor, she remembered.  

She stumbled every now and then over the uneven ground, even slipped one time when she tried climbing over the moss covered trunk of a fallen tree and stepped on a puddle. She wiped the dirt off her sleeves and shook the excess mud off her boots. She resumed walking again. Soon enough, she found a small break in the tree line and as she stumbled through the opening, she found what she was looking for.

The tree was still there. A decade older, a few branches less and still as graceful as before. The soft, cool breeze that created ripples in the water of the lake shook the branches of the tree and as a generous friend, the tree parted with a few leaves to welcome back an old friend.  She was home, at last.

She sat on the ground, near the trunk of the tree. Shafts of sunlight that streamed in through the leaves caught on the strands of her hair and added a soft, brown tinge to her hair.The dews hanging from the blades of grass glistened in the sunshine. There was a small, black bird perched on one of the top branches of a neighbouring tree, chirping away merrily.  She observed a heron near the bank of the river, standing motionless and exuding calmness.  Suddenly his head went into the water and he came up with a fish. He swallowed the fish as it waved its tail fin frantically but in vain. After a moment, it was silent again, as if the stillness was never broken.  The predator resumed his hunt, oblivious to the eyes of the young girl resting underneath the shade of a tree.

She cupped her chin over her right hand and with her left hand; she drew abstract patterns on the mud. She found it oddly comforting, feeling the cool earth against her fingertips.  She wrapped her hands around her knees.  She was filled with a serene calmness, something that she hadn't felt in a long time. Stealing a couple of hours away from the cacophony of a busy, hectic life, she finally found peace, however temporary it was. At this moment, she was free from the burden of responsibilities; she was free from the shackles of expectations.  She had no deadlines to meet and no pretences to keep.  She didn't feel overwhelmed any more and at the same time, she didn't feel the emptiness that often loomed at the periphery of her consciousness. The only thing she could feel was peace. She shut her eyes and sighed. Peace. She had finally found her inner peace.